Evil Deeds de Eminem

Evil deeds, while I plant these evil seeds
Please release me from these demons
I never had any of this shit planned mom please believe
I don't wanna be santa's spawn, never got the chance to say I'm sorry
Now look at all the pain I caused
Dear Santa Claus why are you not coming this year again
What did I do that was so bad to deserved this?
Everything could have been so perfect but life ain't a fairy tale
I'm about to be hosted up in the air
Forty feet below me there's people everywhere
I don't even know but who feel like they know me cause I'm in this ferrus wheel
And all I wanna do is go to the mall and take Halie on the carousel
Without this crowd everywhere I go
But life is like a merry go round
Here we go now do-si-do now curtains up the show must go now
Ring-around-the-rosy the show's over you can all go home now
But the curtains just don't close for me
This ain't how fame was suppose to be
Where's the switch I can just turn off-and-on this ain't what I chose to be
So please God give me the strength
To have what it takes to carry on
Til I pass 50 back the baton, the camera's on, my soul is gone